tinatamad ako.
next time.

it's raining!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i missed the rain. i want to go outside and dance in the rain. but i'd look stupid if i went home wet.ahaha! plus i look like a teacher today.hehe
is the rain good for my yellow flowers? oh i hope so. i haven't had the chance to visit them yet. *sighs*
i miss..
..my ancient friends
..adaberks
..daff (arrrggghhh! i get sooooo bored in school now)
..my first batch of first graders
..the beach
..boogie and doogie (their in dog heaven)
..UP
..kilig
..not having to worry about a single thing.
i miss many other things but that's okay. i'll be fine. i have you. i have them, i guess.
i'm going out to feel the raindrops on my skin now! till then! *runs*

aahhhh.. sunflowers are back too. they're not in full bloom yet but pretty soon the university avenue will look happy again. i wish i could go there everyday, just before sunset. take pictures or just watch the yellow flowers dance with the wind. nyeheh i might get bored so i should bring someone along. we'd walk from the checkpoint up to the end of the row of sunflowers on the left side of the avenue. then stay there for a whole 7 minutes. just stare at them. and maybe take some more pictures.hehe then just before sunset, jog to sunken. sit. then watch the orange sunset. i remember it's chumchum's favorite. i like it too. there are lots of simple things in UP that bring out wonderful feelings and emotions. i miss..

(this picture was taken by aivan 2 summers ago. that was the last time i walked U ave. i picked one sunflower that afternoon. i still feel a bit guilty about it. nyar.)

..and he's back too!
Spiderman~ Spiderman~ I'm so excited! Woooooooooooooooo! I hope the acting won't be like 300. And so are the effects, etc. I know it won't.hehehe Forgive me.
I'm also looking forward to watching Little Miss Sunshine. I hope the waiting won't be long. Where have all those great films and filmmakers gone?!

back.
it's the 25th of april right? hehe i lost track. i don't want to go home yet because that means i'll be walking under this heat. i can't believe their asking me to make a curriculum for 1st grade!!! i dint take up curriculum development!(really) ack! i do teach Language Arts but to ask me to make a curriculum for the subject is like asking me to do math.(not really) waaaa! this is insane.
hehe. it's been months and months since my last post. well, i've been busy with so many things. a lot has happened. *winks*
i'm teaching 1st grade in a small school. oh, how i miss my students. they're moving on so must i! hmm.. we got back together, keysi and i. i'm happy.
and sad. doink. i'm always flooded with worries and fears. i hate it. i wish i could just be like keysi sometimes. i rarely see him panic.
i got myself into some serious deep shit again. i hope it'll all be over soon. ALL.