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Day 2 of 2010

2010-01-02T22:47:00.003+08:00

I feel tired, but I'm happy that the house is clean. Yeah, today was clean up day for me, with my husband's help of course.

When I was done I noticed how different the house is now. It feels a bit empty without the Christmas Tree, without my two nephews arguing and making noise all day, without my sister's jokes.

I can't wait to see them again. Soon, I hope.

2010

2009-12-31T22:47:00.002+08:00

In less than 2 hours, it will be 2010.

I am so excited for so many things.

I'm looking forward to my daughter's 2nd birthday. I'm very hopeful for the small business I'm about to start. I'm also wishing that married life would be less complicated this year. LOL. I'm beginning to learn how to deal with issues husbands and wives go through.

I just feel like there are so many nice and wonderful things in store for me. *winks* and *crosses fingers* haha!

Thank you 2009 for all the experiences. Thank you for teaching me how to be a better person.

Cheers to a better year ahead! Yeah!

Back!

2009-09-13T13:00:00.003+08:00

I have decided to update this blog.
I don't know why.
Maybe I have a lot to write about.
Just maybe.
I'm talkative, yes, but I'm lazy when it comes to this.
I'll give it one more try.
*wink*

toot toot toot

2007-05-11T12:45:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy. oh puhlease!!!
when will this end?
ack.

2007-05-02T16:31:00.000+08:00

films i watched (some i watched for a couple of times already) and actually liked for the month of april:

- american beauty: i love the red rose petals. that scene with kevin spacey lying in bed, looking up at the ceiling where he sees mena suvari. huh! great scene.
- closer: natalie portman's character is someone i should look up to. jane jones a.k.a. alice ayres. hehe.
- malena: war in the 1940s, love, admiration, suffering, sacrifice. plus the sexy monica belluci.
- little miss sunshine: the story is really nice. i should listen to daff more often. she recommended this film. and now, i'm recommending it to everyone.

hmm.. *thinks* i guess that would be all. they're the only ones i remember. and that makes sense, ja?

we'll be watching spiderman 3 today. *excited* let's see what spidey has to say.

2007-04-28T16:48:00.000+08:00

tinatamad ako.
next time.

2007-04-27T15:49:00.000+08:00

it's raining!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i missed the rain. i want to go outside and dance in the rain. but i'd look stupid if i went home wet.ahaha! plus i look like a teacher today.hehe
is the rain good for my yellow flowers? oh i hope so. i haven't had the chance to visit them yet. *sighs*
i miss..
..my ancient friends
..adaberks
..daff (arrrggghhh! i get sooooo bored in school now)
..my first batch of first graders
..the beach
..boogie and doogie (their in dog heaven)
..UP
..kilig
..not having to worry about a single thing.
i miss many other things but that's okay. i'll be fine. i have you. i have them, i guess.
i'm going out to feel the raindrops on my skin now! till then! *runs*

2007-04-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

aahhhh.. sunflowers are back too. they're not in full bloom yet but pretty soon the university avenue will look happy again. i wish i could go there everyday, just before sunset. take pictures or just watch the yellow flowers dance with the wind. nyeheh i might get bored so i should bring someone along. we'd walk from the checkpoint up to the end of the row of sunflowers on the left side of the avenue. then stay there for a whole 7 minutes. just stare at them. and maybe take some more pictures.hehe then just before sunset, jog to sunken. sit. then watch the orange sunset. i remember it's chumchum's favorite. i like it too. there are lots of simple things in UP that bring out wonderful feelings and emotions. i miss..

(this picture was taken by aivan 2 summers ago. that was the last time i walked U ave. i picked one sunflower that afternoon. i still feel a bit guilty about it. nyar.)

2007-04-25T16:55:00.000+08:00

..and he's back too!
Spiderman~ Spiderman~ I'm so excited! Woooooooooooooooo! I hope the acting won't be like 300. And so are the effects, etc. I know it won't.hehehe Forgive me.
I'm also looking forward to watching Little Miss Sunshine. I hope the waiting won't be long. Where have all those great films and filmmakers gone?!

2007-04-25T16:15:00.000+08:00

back.
it's the 25th of april right? hehe i lost track. i don't want to go home yet because that means i'll be walking under this heat. i can't believe their asking me to make a curriculum for 1st grade!!! i dint take up curriculum development!(really) ack! i do teach Language Arts but to ask me to make a curriculum for the subject is like asking me to do math.(not really) waaaa! this is insane.
hehe. it's been months and months since my last post. well, i've been busy with so many things. a lot has happened. *winks*
i'm teaching 1st grade in a small school. oh, how i miss my students. they're moving on so must i! hmm.. we got back together, keysi and i. i'm happy.
and sad. doink. i'm always flooded with worries and fears. i hate it. i wish i could just be like keysi sometimes. i rarely see him panic.
i got myself into some serious deep shit again. i hope it'll all be over soon. ALL.

2006-07-19T20:26:00.000+08:00

forgetting.
i almost forgot i have this. a blog. i don't really like the layout but i have to bear with it for now. (i don't know how to fix it) i'll probably ask for chumchum's help. she knows a great deal about such matters.hehe.
i feel a LOT BETTER now. yey!

2006-06-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

i hate goodbyes. everytime, something in me dies. and it hurts. everytime. it's so hard to be nina. i can choose not to be a hundred percent me but my attempts end up as just that..attempts.

2006-06-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

If You Forget Me
by Pablo Neruda

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
where little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

bow! i don't write poetry. in fact,im not good at writing. pweh.
i read this the first time about 5 years ago. liked it. but i like it more now.
*sigh* (dwelling in my misery...again)

2006-06-07T20:10:00.000+08:00

BLOGBLOGBLOG. (nahuhulog sa hagdan sound. toinks.)

naisip ko lang bigla mag-blog kasi wala lang. hehe nagkalat na kasi mga sinusulat ko na kung anu anu sa kung anu anung papel kung saan saan. ayun.